Changes happens and weird things too..

=) maybe its time for a new change? Feeling a bit home sick aye? To my sis, i know starting up college with new friends is going to be hard, but you ll love it soon enough.

well..i m spending my last nite in Sabah. it feels like... errrr.. i m going blank here. i have no leaving homesickness or whatever..i think its because.. PJ is my home!! wtf.. PJ becomes in my life now...i wonder what would happen to sabah if every graduate like me decided to just stay in PJ instead of going back home..hmm..

packed everything. OMG that Airasia 15kg per person policy has really helped me polishing my packing skills...i was in the middle of packing..the bag is full..and i realised..hey...i still got two more kgs to go...what am i going to do..my bag is already full..but..through forcing and squeezing every bits of it, i manage to pack in two more items..coolness.

i wonder how is everything going in Jessica's side? or maybe she is still packing while i m writting this blog.

we share a common goal together. To lose weight. Everyone around me is doing it. It just sorta make me feel jealous? Or i m picking up some kinda motivation..it has become a trend now? whatever it is..i know what my reasons are...to wear the clothes that i have always wanted to wear.

it may be this reason as well..

get slim = maximization of your own happiness = feel confident = employer see you confident = employer says you are hired! = and that makes me happy =)

nicole reckons i look like this girl..
or at least look similar..




i wonder if i ll look like her when i slim down? thats a mystery to solve. lets just keep our fingers crossed..and see how it goes...


well..

you know it when procrastination hits you hard..

and you feel like slacking around..

the weird thing that happen.

when i enrolled for Charles Sturt. i was given a user id. it was. slim04. i mean are they trying to convey something secretly through my id name? slim04. man..maybe i should really take this seriously.

say hello to unemployment

Curent Status: Unemployed

Current Mood: it feels like this song i m listening now,




Help i m alive-Metric




Current Hair: Black with Red Highlights

I think carrying a different hair style has the effects on me.


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lets crappa town tonite
grabba holda rye
hold yer mugs up high
try to keep upa rhyme

saying cheerie cheerie heidie hold
we gonna
bust a nut
kill a cupid
save a chick
pluck a cherry
seal a portal
slap a bum
crash a wed
sound an alarm


sing along to this crappa rhyme
real crap.
hava crappa tea.

Cheer up emo kid =)

something to kick start your day!!and keep you awake!! ;)

chap 1: the beginning

"shiengz was spotted bouncing off the walls at her apartment, it seems that she has gone nuts"

90% settled in, and 10% of uncertainty.

the 10% involves her neighbours that she could see when she walks out of her balcony.

pull out the sliding door, and you find:

1. Guys chilling on the balcony just opposite you, sometimes, shirtless, sometimes not.
2. Girls wearing bra walking around and didnt bother to pull her curtain, or maybe she wanted us to see a free show.
3. I am feeling, insecure, it feels as if all eyes are on you whatever you are doing, maybe just hanging clothes to dry, or just chilling in the living room. it just creeps me out knowing that they are watching you 24/7.

looking down from the balcony. it just gives me the chill. i wonder what would happen if somebody got out of hand, a bit kuku and decided to jump into the swimming pool from 20 floor? its just unthinkable.

Job search is still on going!! anyone that wants a freelance graphic designer can just pm me!! Given how the recession has hit up Malaysia, it comes to no surprise that people are getting retrenched, and i m hoping that the economy will get better.

the lesson is still the same, know your product, have credibility, only then you will eventually find theat potential buyer.

thoughts

the red hair girl has finally pass her driving test

proud to say i didnt use that extra money in my pocket to pass that test. the feeling of passing is just golden. =D

During waiting for turns: really, its not the fear of failing that kills you..its the waiting..just imagine waiting over 60++ people while seeing how they pass and fail the test. You just imagine yourself in that person's shoe..its just horrifying.

My turn? Put on a poker face, my friends advise is to convince yourself that " I LOVE DRIVING" , which i think it doesnt work. BTW, the cars that they use for driving is just..rigid!!! compare to the car that your driving instructor use to teach you.. its totally a different thing..

" she got too stressed that her head blew up and red hair grow out instantly"

lol.. if that could happen in real life, that would be cool.

really..i m styling a new hair style now. red highlights. feeling quite "super" now.

Fresh Air

Need a breather?? Here is something to rock your sox..

Röyksopp-Happy Up Here

Bloc Party-Flux

Lykke Li- Dance Dance Dance

jittery foundry

jittery glittery

peekaboo a boo

the giggling

holding hands while crossing the streets

that comforting voice

that innocent teasing

we wipe out our old memories

its all gone in the past

cant remember how it was like

back then

when things are starting to change

and you hope it will stay the same

we are changing for the better

hoping for the best

words are not enough

but i ll definitely miss it.

miss having you around.

miss you love.

xx

reminising the good old days

remember the first time we went to the uni bar, "want to experience how aussie music is " i suppose..honestly we didnt really like the uni bar, the first weird song that i can still recall was the "weeeee ahhhh" song where people put their hands up during "weee", and the "ahhh" where they put their hands down....Deep inside, i was thinking..what the hell are they dancing too?? "OMG this is crap.. never want to come back here again" "stupid crap music.." those were the last words when we leave the club.

looking back..and i m back in msia already..that stupid song is stuck in my head..like..what happen? its almost as if...i search through the whole www universe..even google "the wee ahh song", try to search it on youtube coz it has been annoying me like for ages..

and now..thanks to Sasha..i have finally found it..

ice cream-muscles

rotflmao...you should have seen the look on my face..XD..

dont know what was it..but ever since then..i m loving another genre...electronic acid pop experimental dance watever you call it...i love it!!!! ;)

song of the moment

Comforting Sounds by Mew

Reminds me of good old college times, when we are driving in the car, reminds me of Ting coz it was old of his favourite songs at that time. A feeling of withdrawal from the society as if everything in the world has gone wrong, our innocents taken away, we violated our own body and consumed our own soul. When we look back, we just want to take hold of the only light left in the world, it could be somebody's shoulder to lean on, a pat on your back..but most of the time we need to give a pat on ourselves. Clearly we cant get into our negativity all the time, at least there is something, a fine ray of light that we can hold on to.

yesterday i felt as if my brain was numb, but look at the bright side, at least now i was given a clear answer.

"Hiroshima was bombed yesterday, no victims were hurt but the reporter didnt make it." 

i <3 Lykke Li

What does this 23 year old Swedish singer got to give? Dont be fooled by her angelic voice. Let her lure you away with her indie-pop and soul beats, fall into her whirlpool of emotional ups and downs.

Go ahead and have a listen!! Got to love her!! Lets love until we bleed!!!

Until We Bleed - Kleerup/Lykke Li

i dont want to

dont want to be your douche bag

the one that waits around while you hit the sack

the one that msgs you and you dont call back

the less you give in the more i want it

what you want you take it

what i want you cant give it

lose out

fall out

baby dont say it

i m falling out

its a two way street

and i m the only one in it

baby if u dont want it

just say its a game over

like lykke's song

we are bound to linger on

we drink the fatal drop

then love until we bleed

then fall apart in parts