the lazy days combat

DumDum depa DumDum depa
get on your running shoes
put that new song list on replay
grab a mate. grab your cat. grab your goldfish.
lets get moving

shake off that sluggish old self
gotta burn off that extra weight
put on a new self
restyle your hair
put on some 80's glasses
you are good to go!

saying
DumDum depa DumDum depa
its a new day
put on a new smile
dont change for the ppl
change for yourself.
coz you are what you think.
dont let other people tell you what to do or say

let loose
release all the tensions and stress
shake off your fears
combat with your insecurities
hold on to what your believe in.


RAWRRRRR!!!!!!RAWRRR!!!RAWRRRRRRR!!!!


-END-

it sucks to be sick

yes..shiengz has gone crazy again...over being sick..all the stupidness and random thoughts running in a whirlwind in my head.

wOotHoO!!!!!

dooyaknowwadda mean??????

oh my..this is wack...it might be the meds..but looks like ..its the whole lot of the PMS ing going on..plus the flu..plus the cramps...this sucks..

but i could say this period is where creativity is born.

haih..what in the world..

off to bed.


song of the day.

imma heartbreaker-will.i.am

a girl needs a good chase.

Displaced Week-continued Part 2

her world is sinking in...deeply..and softly...the four walls drawing higher and higher that she felt herself getting smaller..and smaller... her eyes are getting blurry..as she continue to stare into her illusions of fantasies.. is this a dream? she and her boyfriend is back in the old university days... they were just laying on the beds of grass..as she remembers...his soft fuzzy light brown hair..delicate soft cheeks..she thought..it was autumn, just two weeks before university classes starts..hanging out at the park..there is a large football field in the middle, a playground on the side.. surrounded with pathways that old folks would go for strolls...it was very nearby to their house....on some days..they would just sit at the benches and watch kids playing around on the swings..hanging about...mingling about life..school...friends. as the soft autumn wind blows brushing over her cheeks..and sets her hair flying..." she remembers their arguments they had together.." why cant you stay here? why? " " i told you..i need to be with my family..they are in Malaysia..i need to go back." those were the last words..before they stopped speaking to each other..two weeks..before the accident happened...


flashback..

"i wont allow you to go out with that guai lou fella..." "why??? dad..why??? if only you would have give him a chance..you will like him too..." " find somebody else...." " dad.. but i think he is the one.." " if you still continue with this, stop calling me your dad..i just wouldnt accept it..and thats the last of it."


to be continued..

the weekend

had my pre-bday at Coba-banana.Copa-banana..capana?? well..watever la.

you know what? pre-bday are actually better than bdays..oh well..i guess i dont feel like celebrating on the real date..i suppose. theres just something depressing about it.

On the real date itself...out of adventure..i went on a blind date..yes..it was really bad...until i also cant believe i just did that..

parents came back from Korea..stopped by KL for two nites..had lunch and dinner with them..has a late bday dinner i guess...at betty's midwest kitchen..this is like an all american family restaurant..near to aman suria...next to dataran prima area..home of budweisers..the baby ribs are just soo...good...YUM!!!

parents went back just now around the evening...it was nice meeting them...they are going to beijing next..on december..


time to pack my holiday mood aside..and start looking for a job. what about thailand..to think of it..i dont feel good without a job..so i might just put it aside first and see how the job searching goes..

cheerios..

Displaced week: playlist

1. the wombats- moving to new york

I've just had the craziest week,
Like a party bag of lies, booze and then deceit.
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

I put one foot forward and ended up thirty yards back.
And am I losing touch or am I just completely off the track?
And I don't know why I want to voice this out loud,
It's theraputic somehow.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me.

So I'm moving to New York cos I've got problems with my sleep,
And we're not the same and I will wear that on my sleeve.
So I'm moving to New York cos I've got issues with my sleep,
Looks like Christmas came early, Christmas came early for me

2. Azure Ray- Rise

Today i'll crawl out of bed
I can't stand your shadow is too heavy to lift
Maybe we'll go for a ride
You said you'd take me nowhere
I said that suits me just fine
I know you've always been near
Whispering secrets i know i'm not supposed to hear
Hold your heart with two hands
Give it to me only to disappear
Look how low i've sunk
Don't ask me to rise
I'll only lose you when i'm high
All alone in the dark
Love survives only when we are apart
Your voice still sounds in my ears
Soft explosions that blossom with the beat of my heart

3 .Azure Ray-Displaced

It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that nothing
Nothing survives
Nothing survives
I think i'm turned around
I'm looking up
Not looking down
And when i'm standing still
Watching you run
Watching you fall
Fall into me

Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced

And she's my friend of all friends
She's still here when everyone's gone
She doesn't have to say a thing
We'll just keep laughing all night long
All night long

Am i making something worthwhile out of this place
Am i making something worthwhile out of this chase
I am displaced
I am displaced

It's just a simple line
I can still hear it all of the time
If i can just hold on tonight
I know that no one
No one survives
No one survives.

some things just wont change...of all the chaos and happenings...you were always in my mind...

Relationship Fables Part 1

Have you been in a relationship? Do you have what it takes? Do you know what being in a relationship means?

Myth #1
Love at First Sight

How many people actually felt in love with someone on the first time they met? I do feel that physical does play a part to initial a potential partner. On the first level, we are attracted with the physical attribute, perhap even a little bit of charisma, just a hint of personality in the air. It is partly essential, to continue with the second part..the dating game. (Lady Gaga put it as a "love game") without the dating game..the girl would feel there is no effort being put to chase her. Without the chase, us girls just feel that guys are just not worth our time. Guys just have to bring it on, convince a girl like how he should and play a salesman of themselves, selling his personal attributes to us girls. Without a proper follow up on the first impression..there would not be a chance for a relationship to flourish.

Myth #2

THe Love Chemistry

Without chemistry with each other, there is no game between the both parties. This is very important for both parties to know what they like about each other. Whether they feel the same way about each other, do they share the same minds, values, thoughts and the future?

Myth #3

I love you for who you are.

People say it all the time. Most guys say that they love the person, but they dont know what are the reasons that they love about the other person. Most people fall into a false kind of relationship perception that is in their mind.

Myth #3

Know your own product

How do you expect other people to love you if you are not able to love yourselves first? Knowing what you like and pursuing your passion will definitely be a must.

I m 23!!! on 23rd!!!!! woohoo!!!!

its probably random...but i m kinda proud of this day..coz its the 23rd and i m 23 already!!!

Been there done that list

-watched a movie with carmen (getting the best seats in the front row)

-had a nite out with my girlfriends.

-splash a bit on a new bag..and some accessories..


what can i say..
its not that bad at all..


cheers =D